Tonight I said goodbye to my baby
And remembered when I held you first.
Your cry of astonishment
Was music to my ears.
And later when you cried in pain,
And nothing else would do,
We danced till you cried no more.
Tears of exhaustion, tears of rage
They came and I wiped them away
As I comforted you in your time of need.
And you grew from baby to boy.
There were other tears shed that I never saw
Some on the inside, I’m sure.
Pain that you felt, but kept hidden away
Not for a mother to share.
And tonight as you held me in your arms
The tears that were shed were mine
For my role as a mother has come to a close
But you are my shining star.
2005